There's an experience common to many with neurodiverse conditions that is baffling and sometimes upsetting. The feeling that other people are rejecting you, either what you have to offer or you yourself.
Apparently this has a name: rejection sensitive dysphoria or RSD.

Of course, there will be people who don't like us in life, but RSD relates to  a faulty perception. The result is often overwhelming and painful. In my experience it is also annoying. I feel the pain and am aware that my reaction is greater than the situation called for, but I can't help it.


Always this ridiculous fragility
Sticks and stones may cause a lot of bother
Especially when thrown or tripped over
But words?
Hanging in the air like doodlebugs
Embedding themselves in the fabric of my being
Leaving holes where resilience should be

I do wish they wouldn't


At this point I think the subject of my next post should be Oversharing......