Here I am
just winging it.
Not flying
not floating on a thermal,
taking moment by moment
no long view
because the energy comes
in short bursts only.
Wait until the last minute
because the impetus
makes me do it  that way.
Run for the bus--
Run!
I cannot get there early.

Here I am 
overthinking it,
thinking about the winging it.
I should plan ahead
get my act together
get my life in order.
Be strategic-
don't move the pawn now
if the queen can take my king in five moves time.
If only I could work like that.
I'll try to work on that.
If
I
can
just
make
the
bus
first